10 years...Happy New Year!

So, I was reflecting on where I was 10 years ago and where I am today and it makes me laugh.  Let me share with you some really interesting facts about myself:

10 years ago I:
-was a senior in high school
-thought I'd never fall in love again after a rough breakup with my high school boyfriend
-felt alone even though I was surrounded by friends all day at school
-spent all my spare time with my parents - not for lack of other options, but just because I thought they were cool.
-took my family for granted because they'd ALWAYS be there
-would have done anything for my friends
-never looked at price tags
-went shopping every weekend
-wouldn't even THINK of shopping off the sale rack (so last season)
-went out to dinner every night
-couldn't wait to go to college to escape all my "rules"
-missed my brother tremendously (he was at college)
- thought that I would be a business person when I grew up and I'd own lots of Starbucks and they would pay me rent and give me free coffee.  I'd also have my Ph.D. and do therapy with children.
- couldn't wait to grow up and be on my own

Today I:
- I shop at Target and Costco and am NEVER ashamed to tell people that my clothes are from one of these two places
-Still wear some of my clothes from high school (yes, yes, I'm the same size when I'm not pregnant)
- Feel like my life is very full despite the fact that I am alone with my son most days
- Think family is the MOST important thing on Earth and would never take it for granted
- Consider going out to eat "work" because of the baby and would prefer PB & J or grilled cheese at home
- Spend all my spare time with my husband - see I did find love again (true love this time).
- Would still do anything for my friends
- Won't buy anything if it isn't on sale
- Am still in school, but it's just not a top priority
- Could NEVER imagine doing therapy with children OR being a businessperson
- Miss all the "rules" because it meant someone else was looking out for my best interests - instead of the reality that I am in charge of myself (yikes!)
- Look back at the fun times I had in high school and wonder why I was in such a hurry to leave

It's funny because I liked who I was then, but I like who I am more now.  I've been through a ton in these 10 years, more than most people my age, but it's been a beautiful 10 years.  When I think of who I've become, I feel proud of who I am because I made it through everything.  Of course, I wouldn't have made it through without the support of those around me, so thank you very much for accompanying me on this wonderful journey.  I love my life and I love that all of you are a part of it. 

I am especially appreciative for Brian, who has taught me so much about life and love.  He has been with me for 8.5 years and is the best husband anyone could want.  I could never want to wake up with anyone else.  I am also especially appreciative of Hunter, who has reminded me what patience are and who has taught me how to love in a way I never knew possible. 

Here's to another fabulous, beautiful and happy 10 years.  Happy New Year!